i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Friday, January 6, 2012

crash

again.
i was sure this was done - water under the bridge.
but here i am
i'm looking back in that same mirror.
the last place i wanted to be.
that person will never know how much those words
no matter how lace-coated 
affect me and pierce my heart when they're harsh.
its like years of striving for approval
crash.
i'm sorry i'm imperfect. 
i'm sorry i'm not living up to the standard.
i apologize for being a lesser version of myself.
i'll try harder
i won't stop until i know you're proud.

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