overwhelmed

i'm overwhelmed and overcome by this. who knew such an insignificant seeming day such as today, january twenty-ninth two thousand and twelve, would be the day that shook my heart. followed by a spiritual building of a stationary feeling, cemented within me. this time i know, for sure. there is not a sliver, nor a shadow of a doubt even hinting or lingering inside of me. i know. i know. just like a magicians flawless trick, every low point has disappeared. suddenly, i understand why everything else and every other road didn't work out as i'd hoped. i'm not sad about the people i've lost, anymore. i don't miss the ones who treated me cruelly, now. i'm at peace - the most satisfying, blissful peace i'll never find words to suffice the emotion pounding at my skin, longing to burst out and overcome the world. its beautiful.