i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

maybe next time

it felt so close. but i guess it wasn't mine, again, this time.
maybe next time. but how many times have i said that?
my heart is more broken than its been before.
i wanted it so bad. i believed it completely. i had it.
there are other plans for me.
and my time will come in a better time.
patience has never been my game, but its time to learn it.
these things always work out for a reason, you know?
i just hope these brilliant wishes come true soon.
its all i've wanted and its what i need.
it will happen. i still believe in that.
for now...
my faith and trust is in grander hands - and my love and i are blessed beyond blessed.