learning to find my need

inside these friendly corners i have found true happiness and i have been learning - but not yet taught - a valuably lesson in patience. patience for me. so many things i want, only some things i need. and as these lessons have hit me from every angle with every tactic, i've found that i have everything i need but that one blessing. the things i want.. i have less than half. but compared to my last need, what good are the wants, anyway? i've been learning to prioritize in the grandest, sometimes painful ways. but finally, somehow i convinced my way into working - really working towards this last need. and because of this opportunity i'm only filled with more happiness. a happiness that i'm working on making the purest kind of joy.