i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Monday, September 8, 2014

learning to find my need

inside these friendly corners i have found true happiness and i have been learning - but not yet taught - a valuably lesson in patience. patience for me. so many things i want, only some things i need. and as these lessons have hit me from every angle with every tactic, i've found that i have everything i need but that one blessing. the things i want.. i have less than half. but compared to my last need, what good are the wants, anyway? i've been learning to prioritize in the grandest, sometimes painful ways. but finally, somehow i convinced my way into working - really working towards this last need. and because of this opportunity i'm only filled with more happiness. a happiness that i'm working on making the purest kind of joy.