i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

putting an end to it

i'm shutting down, its an overwhelming feeling i can't break off my sleeve.
i'd rather have the truth than something insincere. wouldn't you, too?
your pretty little mind is chalk-full of happily-ever-after dreams and that smile on your face reminds you of your newly found butterflies.
somehow i have to be the one with enough courage to tell you its doomed, headed towards a path of disapproval. a trail they wouldn't follow.
this privilege is one i'm trying to figure out how to shy away from. but its too hard to stray away from what must be done for everyones good.
darlin', it just doesn't feel right, no one thinks so.
just because i have it, doesn't mean you need to, also.
i'm shutting down, its an overwhelming feeling i can't break off my sleeve.

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