You're Missed

So, I miss it. I miss the closeness we once had. The hours we'd spend together that most people would consider pointless--they were everything but that, right? I miss telling you every secret I need to tell. I miss seeing your car pull up in my driveway and seeing your blonde hair in curls waiting for me. I miss laughing deep into the night. I miss dancing. I miss solving problems together. I miss knowing everything about you and having your example heavy in my life. You were the girl I needed and I think I'd love you back. My best friend I miss.

My World

I want to live in a world where everything is peach-colored and flawless and the trials we endure never hurt for too long. Once a lesson is learned, its learned - you'd never forget it. You'd never make the same mistake twice. Feelings wouldn't hurt because people are kind enough not to hurt others. Rumors don't spread because they never start and peers don't judge because of what you look like. Smiles would overpopulate the frowns - there would be no frowns. Shy girls could tell their boyfriends they love them even if it scares them to death because everyone would be confident in themselves...even the shy girls. Children would respect their parents and parents would respect their children's space. Religion wouldn't tear people apart. Differences would be accepted. Being unique would no longer be frowned upon. Embarrassing moments would be uplifting and goofy laughs would be everyones favorite. I want to live in a world where happiness is everyones motto and smiles are more important than money. Oh, what a world.

i like the way you are my boyfriend

I like the way you care for me and you don't care who sees it. I like the way you look at me like theres no other girls in the world. I like the way you smile when I look over at your perfect face. I like the way you help me work to solve my problems. I like the way you listen to whatever I say, even if its boring or irrelevant to you. I like the way you dance with me with no music playing. I like the way you say I'm pretty. I like the way you have my heart in your hands and I know its safe, there. I like the way you like me. I like the way you squeeze me close to your body. I like the way you are invested in my happiness. I like the way you are mature and responsible. I like the way you make me laugh until my stomach hurts. I like the way you interact with my family. I like the way you sing - especially at church. I like the way you lift my chin up and kiss my lips. I like the way you tuck my hair behind my ears. I like the way you care for your nieces and nephews. I like the way you call me Cee Cee. I like that you're my boyfriend and I'm your girlfriend. I like the way that you drive safely. I like the way you don't let pride ruin your life. I like the way you eat. I like the way make me feel more beautiful than I've ever felt. I like the way you notice the little things. I like the way you always know what to say. I like the way you smile - that melts me. I like the way you stand behind me. I like the way you make me believe in our future. I like the way you remind me you're there for me. I like the way that you're my ultimate support group. I like the way you want to work on the things that need attention. I like the way you smell. I like the way your heart beats when I lay my head on your chest. I like the way you remember what I tell you. I like the way that you love your family and the gospel. I like the way you know right from wrong and you choose the right way no matter what. I like the way you make me like you so, so much. I like the way you're you. I like you. A lot.

A Favorite Fairy-Tale

Ours

is a 

Knight in Shining Armor

and

Damsel in Distress

kind of tale

You found me and saved me

Before I even knew you wanted me

You'd done things to my mentality

I have been longing for

For ages

You're my hero

My prince

My true knight in shining armor

I was the broken maiden in a tall tower

Visited by some

Left by many

You were the noble, gentlemen

Who took the time

Dedication and responsibility

To climb the tower

And sweep me off my feet

You wiped the tears from my eyes

And the worries from my heart

You put calm in my mind

And a smile on my face

And we lived happily ever-after

Coming

I did it again, I think. But I'm one step closer to getting it right. One day, finally, I won't let you down. I won't disappoint or give you the urge to walk away from the bench. I'll say and do exactly as I should. I'm going to get it right, I just need your patience and for you to realize we come from different backgrounds, different homes. I'm trying but we know I'm timid. My past full of rockiness has created me to become this girl. But don't worry, the new Chelsea is on her way. Just understand that and be patient. She's a-commin'.

Sweetly

Its the way you kiss me - you take my breath away

Every moment I'm granted the opportunity to stare into those blue eyes

I feel my heart palpitate faster and faster

And the smile on my face surely grows, rapidly.

I'm in love, okay?

There is nothing mediocre about you, darling

Every inch of you is flawless

And every part of your soul is magical

You are my hero and my saving grace

You're the heart, eyes, smile and soul I've been searching for

That one person placed on earth I was meant to find.

People call it soul mates, I guess.

If those are true, then you are mine

Because there is no way you couldn't be.

When I am with you, I am home.

Your smell sets my butterflies at ease

Your hugs lift me from a low place I've found myself in

Your kisses on my forehead prove I'm beautiful

They prove that you care for me.

When you come up behind me and meet me with your lips

I feel everything coming together

Like a beautiful puzzle fitting neatly and majestically.

We are meant to be, undoubtably

I'm captivated but I'd hate to be anywhere else

When you leave at night, I can't wait to see you, again

Even an hour becomes too long without your sweet self.

But every moment I know you're mine

I'm reminded you are worth it.

I'm in love, okay?

Its your kiss that sets it off.

Mmm.

happy

i have a happy heart. everything is so perfect and i have forever-bells ringing, sweetly in my ears. how i got so lucky, i will never know, but i do know that what i've created beside you, with your help, is a flawless pastel canvas with perfect strokes and the grandest of intentions that i will never release from my grasp. i hope this is a mutual feeling - as mutual as i wish it to be. i have a happy heart. i have a cheery smile. i have a joyous soul. i have you.