i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Newtown

things will infect you. people will show they have stronger cruel sides - making you doubt the natural goodness everyone supposedly possesses. that isn't true in all the cases, we all know by now. some people (& thank goodness only some) are awful. textbook definitions of evil. their sins, unfathomable. how can someone be so terrible? take lives of little ones, mothers, friends, neighbors, sons and daughters? then coward away in his own blood. its sickening. i wonder what he hoped to accomplish by doing such a grievous act. did he ever once stop? or stutter his trigger finger, taking a brief moment to think of what he was doing? think on the lives he was ending and the families he was about to rip hearts out of? did he think of the mothers? the unwrapped christmas gifts? the beds a family should hope to expect their child inside each night? how is it that despite things people should just know, he acted. its disgusting. sickening. absolutely terrible.
if there is any silver lining to such a sorrow - at least they are in a better place. the children back with their Heavenly Father. safe out of any more of harms way. protected from worldly heartbreak. happy in such a brilliant and bright place.

my heart and prayers and love go to the families, friends and others effected by such a tragic event.
xoxo

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