it felt so close. but i guess it wasn't mine, again, this time.
maybe next time. but how many times have i said that?
my heart is more broken than its been before.
i wanted it so bad. i believed it completely. i had it.
there are other plans for me.
and my time will come in a better time.
patience has never been my game, but its time to learn it.
these things always work out for a reason, you know?
i just hope these brilliant wishes come true soon.
its all i've wanted and its what i need.
it will happen. i still believe in that.
for now...
my faith and trust is in grander hands - and my love and i are blessed beyond blessed.