i'm an angel, i'm a devil i am sometimes in between. i'm as bad as it can get and good as it can be. sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white. i am all extremes. try and figure me out you never can, there's so many things i am. i am special, i am beautiful, i am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. sometimes i'm miserable, sometimes i'm pitiful, but thats so typical of all the things i am.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

I Wouldn't Mind


Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I’d fall anywhere with you
I’m by your side
Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze
I’m not afraid, anymore
I’m not afraid
Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Carefully we'll place our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free
Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I’m torn, I’m torn to be right where you are
I’m not afraid, anymore
I’m not afraid
Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all
You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe
Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

Prince Charming


i saw it again, last night
as i lay in bed - it was there
its a half a second of a moment i see in the future
our future
you're standing, smiling looking to your right
looking as handsome as i've ever seen you
holding your lapel with your right hand
taking my breathe away
your hair is placed perfectly
making you look like a real life Prince Charming
you blink
and my heart flutters
i can only imagine how my soul would fly
when you look at me in that second
i'm soaring just thinking of it
the background behind you fills me up
i'm ecstatic and know this lasts forever
its beautiful
its that brief moment i see almost daily..
and i can't get enough of it
until i see it in real life

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

overwhelmingly satisfied

goodness
if my life had a title, i'd entitle it; overwhelmed
but not in the way where i feel hopeless and despair-trapped
overwhelmed in a good way
a perfect way
overwhelmed at the blessings that are poured upon me, daily
overwhelmed by the spectacular people in my life
overwhelmed by the love i've fallen into 
overwhelmed that i've found my real, amazing best, best friend
overwhelmed that i'm so certain of some things
overwhelmed by visions of the next few months and what treasures they hold
just..overwhelmed

small

it is small and not so bad, after all. the aches and pains are rather minuscule compared to what others are trying to battle. so, really, i'm lucky. the important thing is to keep moving. keep moving forward because standing still gets you nowhere, of course. all you need is a trustworthy soul by your side and the faith to continue. i've got it all in my pocket and the path is set for the walk. here we go. count your blessings, because in reality, it is small.

Monday, June 11, 2012

your talent

you do it so easily - taking my breath away like its your strongest, greatest talent
holding me so close to your body, i'm in the very place i need to be
this is surely the place i was born to find and grow attached to
you've put a sparkle into my life that no one else could ever do quite as well as you
i love you and thats as simple as i can make it
everything you do fills me to the brim with every good emotion
i'm head over heels in this, fully devoted and with an always and forever heart in your hand

Monday, June 4, 2012

everything happens when it should, in its own, RIGHT time

thick walls closing in on every side - her body is shaking and her mind is overwhelmed in deep, intense thought. its almost classified as a bearable, border-line enjoyable pain. sorrow, perhaps? regardless, the feeling is real and patience is becoming something like the Devil. a difficult virtue to embrace, a thought she repeats all too often for sanity. life is a ride, meant to be enjoyed, but its less than flawless when her heart becomes so eager it nearly bursts each night as she sleeps in a blur of insomnia and dreams. wishes. dreams, however, do become reality, from time to time. she smiles to herself, believing this is a reality coming to pass. the warm air and sparkling stars don't even to justice to his beautiful face as she thinks back on his touch and his kiss. its overwhelming, certainly. but every kind of perfect that any blooming blossom should want to need..and just need. its perfect, really. the wait, and all.

Rhymes

You are the wind thats underneath me
You are the fire that burns inside me
You are the reason that I smile
The reason I'd go the extra mile
Without you here, I'm nothing
You give my soul reason to sing
I'm in the debt of your sweet heart
You and I can't ever be apart
I am in this - forever with you
Oh my darling, I love you